This was our 1st room in this shelter…. It was your 1st room in this shelter… Then we lost you…… And now I find my family in room #6 yet again…. What are my lessons guardian angel BC?!?! I need you right now….
Everywhere I look I can see your presence, RC… I wish I hadn’t been so cold, so “Protect The Mission” with you RC, even though I hadn’t taken the horrible training packet yet… I still remember and regret that day in the parking lot when I told you I couldn’t hug you….. I wish I had hugged you that day, we are all so highly deprived lately of hugs it really hurts us those in DIRE need… It is one of my deepest regrets…. I wish I had ventured into those “difficult” topics with you….. I truly, TRULY wish I had been able to openly talk to you… Maybe then you would still be here…………..💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
Now I find my family fading FAST…. In our Room #6….. My oldest 16 and severely struggling….. Much like you…. I see the similar struggles you both have…. How can I help and save him?????
I would go through ANYTHING to prove I don’t want to hurt any child EVER, especially after you… I too struggle every single day, YET here I barely stand, and this is NOT my first direct contact with suicide……..
Not one more light!!!!!!!!
Be Like Beth 